10.8.10

rebellion (lies)

I am going to part tonight, I talked with K today all I can say is "awwwwwwwwwwwwww hearts hearts hearts hearts hearts. Gosh I wish I wasn't so head over heels for that guy urgh. But he's just so unbearably cute and we basically listen to the same music so it's also really cute omg omg omg.
Right now I am downloading a lot of music, Kasia Nosowska, Hole, Cat Power and whole lot of reggae. Turkey is going to be so fucking lonely. About that party. I hope I'll be ok I hope I'll have fun cause that's what I need big healthy fun with friends. Leaving tomorrow, god, how on earth will I survive?